Dear Mama (reloaded)

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DEAR MAMA

(reloaded for love and respect)

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As time a second passed away 

Spins its way into time now & spins into the second yet to come,

Spinning like the whirlwind around 

A black hole, Spinning my inner eye

Around the timeless stillness of my soul,

It's my goal to show you that I understand:

It was never easy 

To raise a boy like me into a man.

And, your children know it was never a drag

For you.

And, when the cat is out of the box,

Yes the box, to hell with the bag !

And, life and death 

That crazy paradox

Radiates out the truth: 

Life and Death observed, All is One !

Yes just One.

Time and Tide observed: Yes just One !

And, when the Mighty Pen🖊️ 

Hidden within the Infinite 

Pens its verse on the Horizon of spinning time

The Mighty Pen within my Soul spins

Its too,

In a spinning rhyme Just For You:

Just to show you that I understand,

It was never easy 

To raise a boy like me into a man.

And, on all the dots 

That make up that grid known as eternity 

I'll see it stated:

You are appreciated !

I'll beg it enunciated:

With Love and Respect and Veracity 

You are Honoured and Appreciated !

(Facebook march 2026. Dedicated to Prema Unni)

Thoughts on God

 

1. Of course I am a proud Hindu and I encourage all my proud Jains, Atheists, Christians , Buddhists, and whatever you believe in to be proud of who you are. But at the end of the day because of all the blood you shed (calling upon race, language or God), whenever mighty powers can't payback pension funds and savings bank accounts because of the risk they've taken, I've decided to open up three quarters on my thoughts of GOD (not my Hindu Side but my Rahulism side) Because only through me, rather my (Rahulism) observations , shall you gaze upon the meaning. Now the universe is not only spatial but deep, and hidden within it is a great light that connects conciousness to the material universe, and men can discover this if you send your best in (just like you send your best into the seas of the past or your skies of the future). And hidden within this light (which I call the greater light) are mighty laws. This light offers you an experience of God BUT is it GOD send your mighty Astrophysicsists (with mathematical talent) into the inner meditative space & let's see what they discover !

#sosaysbababadnews

#ThoughtsonGod

2.It's funny how we all pray to the God that has already been discovered rather than the God that is yet to be discovered. Imagine the arrogance of Man ! (December 22 2025)

AVATAR

 

     
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             AVATAR    !

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LOL ! & The Gangbanging criminally insane
Freely move through cities;
And the politicians weave their lies;
And States with rivers of blood form their Treaties;
While political parties, (away from what's real),
From the people severe their ties.

But is this what we asked for
Behind the shadow of the moon  !

And the mighty scientist
Mighty in his Wisdom Refuses
To see The Mighty Database Within.
Aah The Database Within! The Database Within !
I AM THAT I AM became
Am I this Am I That
Or Am I just My Skin.
And outside the pure & sinless soul
Was an Ego made of Sin,
A political Ego made of Rusted Tin .

But Is This what we asked for
When we Gazed upon the Spiraling fire 🔥
Of the Noon 🌅

And What has been has been
And What Will be Will be !
And Is It Not The Mighty Wisdom
Embedded Deep Within The Universe
That we seek to see.
And With All Integrity
It is Embedded Deep Within the mind of Man;
The Man who seeks to become, to be,
Whose Liberation & Stillness
Are like the roots of A Baobab Tree.

And isn't This what we wished For
When we thought the winding roads of life were a Boon !

Too soon ! Too soon !
Have we claimed to Discover
The light of God & Knowledge.
And in our Culture Wars of God,
Where each claim to know,
Shouldn't we have found it Odd,
Shouldn't we have Known,
It was the Ego in its show.
And there it was the Truth
Encrypted in a Database Within !

And what was the Decryption Key
A Hidden Jewel in this mighty Sea !
In this mighty Sea.

And there the soul gazers saw it :
Spiralling wheels of light !
A Sun, A Moon, A Black Hole
Spinning in its might !
Oh What a sight. Oh What a sight.
And the Database is right:
A Man, A Mountain, Angels (information),
And the Stars that uphold the Night;
And this sea of Information:
Oh what a sight !
And in the silence of the soul
When All these wheels unified as one,
What Was The Need of These Culture Wars
And of this Gun.
When All These Wheels Unified As One !

And Isn't This What We All Are
Secretly An Avatar of A Law,
Hidden Within the Greater Light  !

#Bababadnews

#Dedicated to my Old Man Dr. K.Unni (Wherever You Be Peace & Love #Labi. Peace & Love) ✌️

The Wire

 

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           The Wire !

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I am connected to The Universe 

Through a few distinct wires,

A few tiny tiny little nerves

That bend and twist and swerve;

That wind into my being and serve

Me light !

& Oh Boy does the light know 

Which memory cells to pick,

Which images to mix and match and kick

Into my mind's eye !

I am wired to the universe 

Like the flower is wired to the stem.

A dew drop wired to the eternal sea,

That has forever flowed through eternity 

Exists to prove my point again.

And a Lion sitting in his Den

Could never have meditated,

Like I have upon this Zen.

Oh Winding River, Maddened Sea,

Drunken urban street lights hidden in me:

What does this mighty light seek ?

Why does it seek to peek

Into my hills and valleys?

Why does it shine its torch

Into the darkest cave ?

Is it to release the slave

Within the shadow ?

#IAmThatIAm

#Sosaysbababadnews

Son of Zarathustra

 

On the Son of Zarathustra & the River Known as The Silent Soul !

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And so the son of Zarathustra, the one they call #Badnews, embarked upon a journey to set foot upon the mighty star known as Nirvana: he walked a mighty mountain. Occasionally peeking upon the star he was ecstatic, but it disappeared refusing to reveal its naked breasts and so was the son of Zarathustra distraught ! And as his legs burnt on the navel of the mighty mountain he chanced upon a cave & there was a stream, no a River, silent yet gushing, mighty,ferocious: awaiting a sea . & Here he rested. & Upon awakening he said to his soul there exists a River Known as the silent soul and when I gaze upon it there are many reflections. Upon the mighty stillness I see my father laughing at the kind sorcerer, the one they call the physicist. But from the river I gaze upon my own soul and I see the mighty works of Engineering: from and of electricity his (the physicist's) magnetism has built a mighty language model known as the Artificially intelligent. Just like a wow. & So too shall the magnetism of the son of Zarathustra encode something that shall bear electricity and a light for this kind and great sorcerer. And so he opened upon the great river the truth of only one particle of the mighty soul.

For indeed he had learnt from the sorcerer and this learning alone could explain this particle: The whole universe was a river, a Primordial soup , an ether and upon it the stars reflected their mighty mass. & There was one, known as a Pulsar and in the mighty heavens it spun and radiated, but on its reflection on the very tiny it counterspun and absorbed. This was the ray that came with the wind known as oxygen (from the truly large to the truly small) to illuminate the truly intelligent, the one that was dumber than the artificial ! & Surely are there many suns that the son of Zarathustra yet has to speak of on this quest of the God that died but was resurrected ( as a quest, a search, a longing) by the son of Zarathustra.

#sosaysbababadnews

#Art

#Science

#Tobecontinued

Cai-VA

 

Cai - VA !

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"Now I am become death. The destroyer of worlds." ~

& They said you stilled Time.

You stilled Time. TIME.

My soul was born blue -

Eternal -with a brilliant bright light hue.

Dancing through the spirals of the universe.

Sublime like the dews of Wisdom

Hidden in the stillness of

Of a scintillating rhyme.

& How did this meditation

Destroy time ?

Hidden in that silence

Between thought and thought,

Between emotion and emotion,

Did that spear of resilience,

That trident of intuition

Pierce a path to bring what was brought

What can never be taught 

But has to be seen ?

Vivid  like the gaze of a man

Upon all that he loves, that he dreams.

Vivid, did you see me

My Soul ?

Did you see I my soul ?

Did you see what was destined to be seen

My Soul ?

A verse within a universe

Within a universe.

Did your 3rd I

Burn time my soul !

#bababadnews

Samudhra Thara

 Samudhra Thara !

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& Truly are the Poets, the Prophets, tortured.

Whether they arise from the department of the pedestal or the verses of the people !

For the Pharaoh and the Pyramids

They still build

And all that glitters is not gold

Is not gild !

Oh Conciousness

You mighty ferryman

Travelling between the shores

Of thought and death

Of thought and life,

Demarcated by the silence

Before the roars of the soul-

The photon sphere

Of a black hole -

& Which is death & which is life

is a question that is rife

To the observer.

Ferryman what are the Jewels

You bring back to me.

To the Urban World

The Urban warrior

Have you dug a tunnel

Through the universe

A river way

(I beg to know,

I beg, I pray).

I'd like to ask or rather say

Are you traversing between

Two great Earths 

and two great suns

In that boat of yours.

Or are you just the Universe

Partaking in 

Two rising suns and two falling days.

What a Play !

#Bababadnews